I'm holding on to you
But you're dragging me down
Yeah you're dragging me down
I don't know what to do
Cause if I let go then imma drown
And you been my anchor since day one
Growing pains it's amazing
How things change through the seasons
I've had love and I've had lesions
Taught me how to swim in the deep end
What if my mental gets in the way
Of all my potential
I lose the race before I begin
And then it's the end
Cause I just wanna love and be loved
Cause everyones a Job and nobody's a Jesus
I'm tryna find the wolves dressing up in sheep clothes
Cause it's black or it's white they said
But I'm living in something else
When I dream under blue skies
But wake to the gray of the day
Why would I wanna stay
But I'm fighting the good fight
And knowing my soul yearns for more
This cannot be my home
I know I'll never have the answers till' I meet my maker
Can we ever be blameless in a world so tainted
What's the message what's the lesson in this book of paper
If I read it and believe it does that make me saved
Is it infallible
Does it come right from the mouth of God
And if I try to question is it blasphemous
And how the world we get so far from your design
Sometimes I don't think I'm called to be in the heaven that you created for me
And I know that sounds so ungrateful
I'm sorry but
It's been such a year
Suppose to pick up my cross and follow the Lord
But I'm only human
I'm tired and I'm weak
And all of the cards standing opposite me
If you were a human wouldn't you stay asleep
When I dream under blue skies
But wake to the gray of the day
Why would I wanna stay
But I'm fighting the good fight
And knowing my soul yearns for more
This cannot be my home
I just wanna love and be loved
(Love until the love turns into all you are)
Cause everyones a Job and nobody's a Jesus
(Love like Jesus loved you are the rising sun)
I just wanna love and be loved
(Stuck inside the motions)
Cause everyones a Job and nobody's a Jesus
